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# The version of me between versions of me.
- URL: https://www.projectevan.com/the-version-of-me-between-versions-of-me/
- Published: 2026-06-02T22:13:42.000Z
- Updated: 2026-06-02T22:13:42.000Z
- Author: Evan Mercer
- Tags: confessionals, train, texture

![Close train selfie of Evan leaning back, turned toward the window, with his ear and partial profile in front as tracks pass in early evening light.](https://storage.ghost.io/c/e8/88/e88830a3-d951-4682-b91c-ff9b3de17f28/content/images/2026/05/tue_wistful_train-1.jpg)

Home approaches  
I gather the smaller selves  
and pretend there’s one